to be a nurse or not....

hi -

I recently decided to become a nurse and I've been feeling really good about my decision. I've worked with other people my entire life and I know I'd feel really good by helping others and taking care of people. I know I'd make a pretty good nurse.

So here's my thing...I have a phobia of puke. It can get pretty bad. I don't drink too much alcohol for fear of getting too drunk and throwing up; I tend to not try new foods for fear of how my stomach will handle it, things like that. And it's not even like I have a weak stomach either; I'm just scared of throwing up. The thought alone gives me anxiety.

Well, I've had tons of people tell me that they too had phobias upon becoming nurses. I've heard of phobias of blood, for example. And everyone tells me it's something you get used to and eventually get over. So I continued with my process of becoming a nurse and I might be starting an LPN program in the fall, provided I'm accepted.

Well my three year old is sick to her stomach today!!! She's been sick before and of course I wish I could die, but I clean up after her and I make sure she's ok. All the while washing my hands obsesively so I dont catch whatever's making her sick...I just feel like if looking after my own daughter when she's throwing up makes me anxious to the point where I want to cry and not deal with, how am I going to look after complete strangers when they're sick to their stomach??? I can deal with anything else with no problem, you name it, it won't gross me out. Except for puke! And I've come to find that my real problem is that I just dont want to catch anything so that I dont have to throw up myself...as long as I'm in the clear I'm ok about it.

Anyway, sorry for the crazy long thread. I just really need some imput before I embark on something I wont be able to handle....does anyone have a horror story of something they dreaded?? Or maybe some words of wisdom?? I really want to be a nurse, and I want to do it to the best of my ability. Maybe it's not for me; but I really hope it is!!

Thanks so much for any advise!!
I had to smile when I read this. I have always had this "thing" about throwing up. I am literally afraid of vomiting, any kind of vomiting. Kids, pets, pregnant moms, drunks, it doesn't matter. I am especially afraid of vomiting myself. I first discovered this phobia in nursing school. A patient post hip replacement barfed in her emesis basin and I immediately threw up in her bath basin. Nothing pretty about puke floating around in bath water.:icon_rollMy next job was working in L&D. What was I thinking? This was back in the bad ol' days of scopalomine and demeral, with a little Seconal for good measure. those women were puking their guts up all night long. It didn't take long for me to get a reputation; I always had a little pan for them and a big pan for me. You can just imagine how much fun pregnancy was for me. I didn't get over puke until after I had my second baby, the Princess of Puke. Even though I've clean up a ton of it, and helped parents with erping children, I still dread throwing up.
I've caught bugs and colds and temps and I have stomach aches and blah blah blah, but rarely does it get bad enough that I have to throw up. Do you throw up a lot when you're sick or something?I don't have too much experience yet as a nurse, but so far nobody has thrown up! Hehehe. I wouldn't let this one thing stop you from what you know you will enjoy and be good at. There are some things I gross me out, but when you're in the nurse mode, you're able to put it all aside and do what you can for them. As a nurse, I have no problems with whatever might gross me out outside of being a nurse :P.I say go for it...
Puke is something that you can get used to. You will adapt. You may have to hide your disgust, and you may get dry heaves a few times, but you'll eventually get over it.
Quote from AshiPandaI've caught bugs and colds and temps and I have stomach aches and blah blah blah, but rarely does it get bad enough that I have to throw up. Do you throw up a lot when you're sick or something?
i personally and professionallydon't see or feelthat your phobia of "puke"should stop you from pursuinga nursing career.we do morethan clean-up pukereally...on the other handyou might run intosome old battle ax(not me :d)who might insistyou pursue another professionbut alas...it takes all typesto get the ball and wheelsrollingin the nursing profession.on that note,much success to you!
i just saw another thread on this but it makes me feel better to know i'm not alone... i'm a total puk-a-phobic myself. i also have only had 2 stomach bugs in my whole life (last one was like 15 years ago) so i know its silly but i totally fear seeing others puke. i can't hear or see it or i freak out! just push on through - we'll make it hopefully!