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Broke My 6 Week ContractRating: (votes: 0) Remember, it's not life or death. This will resolve, one way or the other. Keep us posted and take care of yourself. Comment:
How long have you been licensed and working? Are these new feelings, or is this the way it's been all along? I have to say that with the way you are feeling, it doesn't look like you are going to last in inpatient care. If this is new anxiety for you though, maybe you should take a look at that and what you can do about it (make an appointment with someone?) before you call it quits.
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Once you have recovered, I think you might want to consider a regular-type job where you can get a chance to acclimate to your surroundings and job duties. A long term care facility would give you the opportunity to get used to taking care of the same residents day in and day out. Once you have your confidence built up again, you could start looking around for another hospital job. Stay away from the pressures of traveling for awhile, at least until you have your sea legs. JMO
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I have almost 4 years exp. in inpatient care. Mostly tele and step down. I guess I can honestly say Ive had some pretty severe anxiety from the start and hoped that it would fade the more experience I got. And it seems to be just the opposite. Its hard when you spend so much time and money to get into a job you realize isn't right for you. I have confidence in my abilities to think critically and I know I am smart.....I just have gotten to the point of overwhelming anxiety where I feel like everything is falling down on top of me when I step into a hospital and take an assignment. I usually try to talk myself through it, but that has stopped working. I have been offered a case management position at an ins. co. and am going through the background check currently. I just want some form of relief or clarity. I would love to be able to sleep at night and not wake up in the morning anxiety stricken.
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I'm sorry you're unhappy. The anxiety you describe is what happens to me when I stop taking my SSRI. I've learned to stop doing that. Good luck, and consider seeing your PCP to discuss your anxiety issues and what might be some underlying causes. In the meantime, I would suggest that travel nursing is probably not the right fit for you. It takes a cool, unflappable person to be a good travel nurse (something I have realized I am not).
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Quote from fungezRemember, it's not life or death. This will resolve, one way or the other. Keep us posted and take care of yourself.
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Sounds to me that the anxiety has the best of you and you need to see your PCP and possibly a specialist, to deal with this severe health problem, as it is impacting on your life far too much. Best wishes.
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Oh, and I forgot to mention that not sleeping in and of itself, can and will lead to physical and emotional breakdown. I've been down that insomnia road myself and it is no picnic.
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I know I should see someone, but I don't want to just go on meds for this right away. My doctor asked me if I needed a prescription for my anxiety last time I saw him when I got shingles....I just feel like I need to change the thing that is causing the anxiety and hopefully I will start to rehabilitate due to life changes. Maybe that is naive of me, but I would rather not be on meds at this point.
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Just switch to non-acute care stuff. That has worked for me for 15 years. You won't need drugs or therapy. It is perfectly OK and normal to find inpatient nursing incredibly distressing. No worries!
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Sounds to me you would rather sabotage yourself then take care of yourself. You need medication. I suggest you listen to your doctor and the advice on this board and get some.
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Quote from AnneSSounds to me you would rather sabotage yourself then take care of yourself. You need medication. I suggest you listen to your doctor and the advice on this board and get some.
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